daycare!

cbear, you are officially a schoolgirl! :) you started daycare on monday! based on what i know about your personality so far in your young life, i really thought you were going to have a difficult time adjusting to daycare. daddy and i worried for weeks about how you were going to handle it. we both dropped you off on monday and you cried for literally 3 seconds when we handed you over to the teacher but had already stopped by the time we were outside the door! i even peeked in and you were already playing with your new friends. when i picked you up that day, we hugged for maybe 3-4 minutes, just so happy to be reunited. you had no problems and the teachers were so impressed with how well you did! the director warned me that day 2 is often the more difficult day, but you surprised us all by having an awesome day 2 and day 3!! no tears whatsoever. i'm so proud of you, c-bear! even though you act like my little baby at home, you really are a tough, independent girl! i think you were ready to explore more. you do seem to be a very social girl. so yay for you!

we are going through a little health scare with you right now. we have to find out if you have too much estrogen in your little body. when you were first born, you had a heart murmur that lasted a day, which scared us sooooooo much and now we're going through this. you had your very first ultrasound on tuesday and you did great! you were scared and cried but you held still just long enough for the tech to get some pictures. c-bear, you are truly so special to me. just the thought of you being sick or not well makes me want to jump off a cliff sometimes. i can't bear to even THINK that something is wrong with you so i am choosing to be positive and hopeful. THAT'S IT. only positivity. you have to be healthy and fine. you, more than anyone, need to be healthy.

i love you so much, my brave, sweet, loving, beautiful daughter.