Tuesday, June 7, 2011

SAHM

i am officially a stay at home mom. we've moved in to our new house and you guys love that you can go in and out of our backyard all day long. our lives are completely different now that i'm at home with you guys. you both seem to enjoy the time home with me but to be completely honest, it's soooo difficult for me. things have gotten a TINY bit easier as i've gotten used to our new routine but it's far from being easy.

jt - i know you miss your friends. you have always been a social creature and love all of your friends. here, every time we meet a kid around your age, you try to befriend them in a second and then tell us for days who your new best friend is. my heart breaks to see you try so hard but you will soon start your kindergarten summer school and i know you'll make tons of new friends.

ct - u have been so vocal these days! you have a limited vocabulary but that doesn't stop you from letting us all know what you want! you have rummaged through the recycling bin and have licked beer and soda. i hope this is not an indication of what's to come in your teenage years!! you had your first time out and while oppa always just laughed and ran away, you sat there with your hands over your eyes and just cried this pitiful little cry. it was so darn cute i was tempted to put you in time out all day! i love your little smiles and i love the way you get into everything. you're very adventurous but also have this girly-girl side of you. love it!

i am counting down the days until kindergarten. those few hours you are out of the house will hopefully be a big help in our relationship. i also hope kindergarten will stimulate you and help you mature a little bit. i think you'll take school seriously and i hope the good habits will continue at home...

i'm worn out but hopefully when i look back at this time, i will be very thankful for the time i got to spend with you guys..