cbear! you had your first kiss with a BOY today! at parent ed, little james was following you around and totally eyeing you and then he leaned in.. you leaned in.. and both of you went for it!! the whole class was squealing. then you both pulled back and almost at the same time, you went in for another!!! you're too young to be a mankiller!! slow down, pretty girl :) i also took you for a comprehensive eye exam today and everything is healthy. yay!
jt - you cracked me up today. at dinner, you were just being crazy. you ate smarties seconds before i set your dinner plate in front of you and freaked out when i told you that you get no dessert because you already ate smarties. you started acting up so by the time i was washing dishes, i was so irritated. i said to you, "you're not my best friend right now, jt" and instead of being sad or upset, you said right back to me, "yes i am!" your answer took me so much by surprise that i just started cracking up and i said you were not my favorite person at the moment and you said, "yes i am! i'm your best friend" hahahaha you didn't even bat an eye throughout all this; rather, you found it all very amusing. one of the many reasons i love you so much. you're such a complex little 4 year old. you surprise me with your wittiness and humor, nevermind your intelligence and spunk. i haven't told you that my grandmother passed away because i don't feel you need to know this but when you talk about my mom in heaven, you always reassure me that i have you here. those are the words that come out of your 4 year old mouth - "it's ok mommy, you still have me here"....
i want to share with the two of you how special your relationship is. cbear literally squeals with delight at anything oppa does. no one else in her life has been able to make her squeal. many people can make her laugh, but not squeal. the only way i can describe it is that she delights in you, jt. and even though i tell you every single day, you are the best oppa in the universe. not once have you ever been jealous of your sister... irritated, sure.. frustrated, yes! but never jealous.. and for that, i'm extremely blessed and thankful. my own mom told me many times as i was growing up that the most painful thing for her to see was her children fighting with each other. i'm sure you guys will argue and fight MANY times in your life (i still argue and fight with MY brother) but for now, your relationship is almost exclusively that of love and caring and i will treasure these moments because i know it's a very short time that this love will be this pure. i hope when you read this, your relationship will still be close and loving. and when you're frustrated and upset with each other, i hope you can look back and see the genesis of your relationship and how much you enjoy each other..
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